Entries for May, 2006

May 16th, 2006

Of Friends and Hopes

I was so scared things would turn awkward between us.
 
We haven't talked to each other for a whole year. So much has changed since then. And I was worried our friendship would change as well.
 
But it hasn't, thank God. We're as silly as ever.
 
 
And I hope whatever annoying new nickname I baptize you with in the future, we'll still remain friends. Even if all we end up talking about are trivial things like squiggly whipped cream and long eyelashes.
And even when our debating careers are over (and we've been resurrected as adjudicators). 
 
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Special thanks to all my friends. Each of you add something new and meaningful to my life. You may not know it, because I might not have told you explicitly--but I am sure you have touched my life one way or another. 
 
If you want to know a specific instance when you've touched my life, please leave a comment and i'll get back to you shortly. If I've touched your life, in any way, shape or form, please also leave a comment. I'd appreciate it much. Thanks! 
 
 
Posted by anokaya at 03:40 PM | 5 boinkz!

May 21st, 2006

Gung-ho but Nervous

Last round of eliminations today. Make or break (although "break"ing is a positive thing in debate parlance). Whoooh!
 
Current standing is at 5-1. One more win, please. Please, Lord, please.
 
Team B is at 4-2. We went up against them last round (so sad, cannibalism). 
 
Team C is at 3-3. So is Team D, I think. 
 
Wish us luck! (and please pray for us!)
 
Extra prayers go out to UPM B (I hope you guys get top-break) and NTU B.  
And of course to all friends from CSB, UPM, UPD, NTU, and UST Oh, and SMU, IIU. 
 
Darn. I might as well have wished everyone luck. Haha. 
 
Good luck to everyone at AUDC! Can't wait for the breaks! Whhhhuuaaaah! (<--i'm looking for the written form of the "huuuh"/"hooo" sound that karate people use when exerting force. I happen to think it's also a good way of dispelling nervous energy. Hee. Help me find a more accurate written form please!) 
 
 
 
 
Currently reading: debate articles. Hoooh.
Currently feeling: nervous
Posted by anokaya at 07:09 PM | 2 boinkz!

May 26th, 2006

AGH

Argh. I didn't know the last entry (which I already deleted, so you won't find it) was PUBLIC. It was meant to be PRIVATE, and a draft. :x To those who read it, please completely disregard it.
 
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Just got home from touring the NTU/SMU guys around the Mall of Asia. Man, that mall was HUGE. I swear I got an exercise just looking for the Cinema. It was fun though. We watched over-the-hedge and it was quite funny. :p I am incoherent, yes. It is late.
 
Tomorrow we go to Tagaytay. I am so happy. I feel like a tourist in my own country as well. Which is good, I don't know for what reason.
 
Anyway, mom's home. Bye. 
 
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AUDC update: we bowed out at quarters.  
Posted by anokaya at 05:58 PM | buzz me!

May 27th, 2006

Fate &/or Circumstance

While I was munching on nachos at mexicali, and contemplating what herbs were in my burger, my cousin was minutes away from getting shot.
 
And while I told stupid Filipino jokes and played annoying Filipino games with our great guests from NTU... my cousin was being treated in a nearby hospital for a gunshot wound. Apparently, he happened to be in an internet cafe when a hold-up (holdap) struck. And I didn't know about it because my phone conveniently ran out of batt at about that time. 
 
The good news is, he's not in critical condition.
 
The bad news is, i don't know what kind of condition he's in. My mom advised me not to go to the hospital as of yet. I don't know where he has been shot, or what extent of damage it has caused. Regardless, a wound is a wound. A gunshot wound, in particular, can never be trivial. Even if it's small, I'm sure he's in a lot of pain. And I don't want my loved ones, especially members of my family, suffering.
 
So please offer a prayer for him and his speedy recovery.  We might not be super-duper close, but he is family and I love and respect him as my kuya. I don't want anything more to happen to him.
 
Please offer a prayer for NTU/NUS' safe flight back to Singapore as well. I will miss them dearly when they leave, as I miss all of my AUDC friends. Wuah. *tear*. Double-whammy.
 
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We're all victims of circumstance. Or instruments of fate. Depending on the way you'd like to view things.
 
 
I'd rather be the second. I feel something good will come out of this. Exactly how? I'm not quite sure. 
 
 
 
Currently feeling: worried
Posted by anokaya at 07:04 PM | 4 boinkz!

May 28th, 2006

You know who you are

I think you're great because...:
 
*You've read Enid Blyton's books. Especially "Once in a Blue Moon", which was my childhood favorite. I thought the novel was just a figment of my imagination since no one else seems to recall having read it. Except you. And I know this sounds stupid, but during our less-than-a-minute discussion about bursting toffee and the round room up the trees, I felt content and at one with the universe. The perfect voice-over of my thoughts would've been "Finally. Someone who can relate." Now to look for someone who has played the Day of the Tentacle.
 
*You're scared of creepy crawlers like I am. Which means I won't get condescending looks (hopefully) when I squeal at the sight of a winged cockroach, or jump in fright because of a stray beetle.
 
*You love taking walks and sitting on sidewalks like I do. I was particularly happy when you didn't mind sitting at the sidewalk outside Megamall, even when it was quite unorthodox and cars could've run over our toes. 
 
*You don't mind silliness and stupidity, even when I know you're particularly smart. This is good because I might look smart (thanks to the stereotypical glasses and messy hair), but in reality I'm silly to the core and stupid to the bone. :p (Errr. hyperbole on the latter, I hope.)
 
*You understand me, for some weird reason. Sometimes, I feel like you know me better than long-time friends of mine do. A big misconception, for example, is that I'm bold and friendly and highly sociable. You see through that veneer. You know I'm shy and a bit awkward at social situations. And while you tell me to get over my fears, you don't do so in a way that makes me feel bad about myself. You don't force the issue. And you even try your best to make me feel comfortable. I appreciate that lots. More than you'll ever know. (I have a real urge of hugging you right now)
  
*You enrich my life, simply by being my friend. Because of you, I have newfound appreciation of Filipino vegetable dishes (it was the first time in nearly 2 years that I've tasted ginataang langka again). It was because of you that I found out that Miguel Lopez de Villalobos was buried in San Agustin Church. It's because of you that I have newfound respect for Starbucks, although not enough to worship it and make it my hang-out. And if I ever order any warm drink in the future, it will be because of you as well. :p And I don't mind your influence. It adds a whole new dimension to my personality, and I am thankful for it. 
 
And while I disagree with your choice of movies (how the hell you can dislike zoolander, and think that fight club is stupid--i would never understand),  and while I will probably never agree that our score-card is 5,000 to 7
 
And while there will always be an ocean separating us (unless I clear Manila's streets of traffic and you follow-through with your brilliant idea of settling here), and not enough tournaments or excuses available for us to cross borders and meet
 
 
I will always consider you one of my bestest friends. and I will always cherish you and what little time we've spent together. and I will always maintain the fact that I've beaten you 7 points to none. :p
 
Here's to hoping we keep in touch. That I never stress and worry about running out of things to talk with you again. That you find yourself in Philippine archipelagic waters, or I find myself watching Boston legal while the rain pours down in boring Singapore.
 
Here's to hoping that our friendship will last beyond debating and adjudicating. 
 
 
Here's to hoping that in the name of our friendship, for my sake and the sake of the world, you finally get a copy of Zoolander. And watch it without expectations of intellectuality (is there such a word). 
 
Because if you think the Ace-Ventura-guy is funny... Ben Stiller is funnier.
 
That much I'm sure of.
 
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By the way, when I stop replying to your msgs, it means I've run out of load. :p 
 
What I would've replied to your last SMS: 
 
"You really are conceited, aren't you? But of course I miss you, and NTU. Not enough to spend big bucks on a plane ticket to Singapore yet though. :p The operative word being 'yet'. I just might, in the future. Enjoy your samosas!"
 
*sigh*
 
No more tourist-friends, no more tours. Life here would be so dull without you guys. 
 
*big-long-distance-hugs* 
 
tear. :~( 
 
 
 
Currently listening to: screaming infidelity in my head
Currently watching: sin city
Currently feeling: sad and teary, wah
Posted by anokaya at 10:37 AM | 4 boinkz!

May 29th, 2006

Guy Fashion

Guys clothes might be boring, but they sure aren't simple.
 
I just found out that there are 6 ways to tie a tie. None of which I can get. 
 
It apparently all depends on the fabric of the tie, and what you'd like the "knot" in the middle to look like. 
 
They all look the same to me. All that trouble for nothing. :p
 
During days like these, I'm thankful to be a girl.
 
That is, until I remember just how many "fashion rules" we have to contend with.
 
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For pictures and how-to guides, visit http://www.tieknot.com/ 
Currently reading: Unspeak
Posted by anokaya at 02:54 PM | 1 boinkz!