Entries for April, 2005

April 11th, 2005

SA WAKAS!!!

my back hurts, my eyes hurt, my head hurts---BUT IM DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

35 pages baby!!!!!!!! well, 34 if you take out the references.

 mannn that was hard. but also interesting. a challenge. but an annoying one. good thing vivian told me there were guide questions, i was elaborating on irrationalism as a philosophy for almost 10 pages before that.

 not that i removed it

 oh well, time to take a bath and pass this to sir. blake's not replying, i hope he did pass my paper to sir batalla last friday. if not i'm dead. darnit. adfjghdl. but he is trustworthy. im sure i have nothing to worry about. will ask him later at his house, he's having a cook-out/hang-out/wutchamacallit.

 

let's just hope my driver for today can figure out where his house is. why can't ted be on the wheel? i hate it when its anyone else.

 

summmmmerrrr here i comeeeee! lets hope MWC doesnt keep on going down, im gonna lose my money!

 

 

Posted by anokaya at 04:14 AM | 2 boinkz!

April 13th, 2005

happy bday annsj!

today's my cousin an's bday... we're now the same age at 19! i don't feel like i'm 19 though, and i'm thinking neither does she. age is catching up fast. i wonder how we'll look and feel like in 5 years?

 anyhoo, a happy happy birthday to my beloved cousin! I haven't seen her yet since last week, maybe i'll drop by and see her tomorrow hopefully she's home and doesn't have plans. if you're still @ tabulas an, ilabshu *hugs* sorry i wasn't able to catch up @ calamba... my driver didn't know how to get there, and i was afraid we'd only get lost. next time though. maybe we can go out of town, just us cousins... before summer ends...

 btw, advanced happy birthday to harharharris! *hugz* i miss you dude... let's hang out soon?

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joined Sta. Lucia realty awhile ago. I love the warmth they have in there, as well as the projects that they offer. coolness. methinks i'll spend my summer concentrating on that and pldt (depends on how friday goes).

 

it's am-idol already and i don't feel like watching. i feel like playing Swedish Savloy (?) at newgrounds! it's almost exactly like playing the day of the tentacle... the graphics are cute, so is the humor. i prefer it more than trapped 4 and that other game... uhm Mystery of time and space, was it? try it sometime.

 

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awhile ago i felt that tingling, smiley, playful feeling you get when you (think you) are on the verge of falling .... good thing i caught myself.

he can be such a joy to be with sometimes, and i just feel so comfortable around him. i can say almost anything without worrying about what he'll think, i can fight with him and not worry whether or not our friendship is ruined. i can ask him out whenever, although that doesn't necessarily mean he'll go with me. he does the same. i just don't want to mess it up by being all crazy and infatuated like i usually do with most my crushes. that always messes things up. that messes me up, most of all =P.

 

but he really is nice... and what's great is he believes in me and my potentials. maybe i'm just a sucker for cute guys who give me the time of day, but, well. which girl in her right mind wouldn't? asdfjghdlshg. that's fine. this is just another one of my on-again-off-again crush moments. it'l be gone in a jiffy, ive been here before. all i know is, i enjoy spending time with my hot friend, and i hope he enjoyed it today too.  

i hope he never reads this. 

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i wanna get richhhhhhhhhhhh. fasssssssssssssssst.

Posted by anokaya at 03:34 PM | 1 boinkz!

April 19th, 2005

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April 22nd, 2005

intriguing poetry

there are times when i just love reading poems. even if i dont understand most of what they mean... it's just soothing. sometimes even amusing. and inspiring. just like most things, i find that it helps me dream. and dreaming is just about my favorite past time (i hope one day ill find a job that will allow me to do it for a living).

 here are a few poems that i've been reading and re-reading the past few days. enjoy!

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From the collection of Alfredo Navarro Salanga, untitled

 

What is there to cure, which one is more afflicted

with madness, the mind perceiving or the situation

perceived: In going back, Doctor, I pass through tunnels,

each one longer than the last, filled with hands that

grab at my hair, my fingers, my toes, my nails, my teeth,

my ears, the parts that come off easily with a strong

twist, a strong tug, my past is peopled by cannibals, I think,

or mechanics maybe, have I been taken apart to be put together

again, like a new doll with new limbs, do you want me to go

back to these tunnels, I am trying to keep myself together 

 

 Would you like me to open my head, this is where I carry

my goods, I am a vendor of good tidings only, there is nothing

here to be bothered about, nothing to be washed away with a

prescription in pig latin, would you like a bottle of peace,

sprinkle it over declarations of war, sprinkle it over guns,

cannons and bombs, sprinkle it over congresses, senates and

parliaments, sprinkle it over the board rooms of corporations

and over all their cliches, their logic, their charts, their 

endless statistics, their formulas, their project feasibility studies.

 

Is there hunger and pain in the world, here are the keys

I carry, here are the keys to the granaries, the warehouses,

the groceries, the supermarkets, the bakeries, the ripening rooms

the slaughterhouses, the poultries, the pigpens, the restaurants.

Here are the keys to the hospitals, the clinics, the drugstores,

the sanatoriums, the health spas, the houses of doctors and nurses.

 

Madness, my friend, is not a door closing in onthe mind,

it is doors closing out people from food, doors closing in on their

mouths, hospitals doors closing them out, doors closing in

on their wounds.

 

This is a short street through which we march. 

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The second poem intrigues me. I dont quite get it, but I have my guesses.  What do you think it means?

 

C-Tramp Blues by Ricardo de Ungria

 

Because you are dead I am late

beaten to the exits

heightening still mere models

of the world and shelves of fears

touching still to alter the polish of stains

and the folds of wounds and colors

young and ravaged museums of the night.

A whiff of final causes left your hands

with black webs and secret boundaries.

I hear you stripping naked in the universe.

 

Intentions to know more the unsure

levels of memories wither into tense

strokes of farewells: these weights

of contradictions, these close transparencies

that leave no form but the rubbings

against time: these the different

rooms where we found each other

the absences that increased their odors,

the composite cells,

the mental favors tapering 

and preserved where we placed

to restore the verge to the visibles.

 

It is a harsh chord that strings intimacies.

One place after another doubles the parts.

Working is rough marriage: the random

pieces too far to be possible to each other

are lesser fables of romance in this world

-yet they spill from our hands:

ruddy, silent, and continuous.

Perishing to brighten the fires

we are still the fires that return 

the phantoms to the heirs of light.

 

We are the same chart of disharmony, flesh

of no flesh, our laughter bronze pier of the dark.

Songs hang art without ropes, and the blur of dying

spreads as if poured without numbers

on sheets of irregular waters and widths. 

 

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my guess is, its about forensic scientists. ehehe. but im not quite sure. but its really cool... i love the line "i hear you stripping naked into the universe." 

 i love other poems, but i'll post 'em next time. typing can get exhausting too after awhile.

 

if anyone's interested in selling eload, please email me at estelle.osorio@gmail.com sell sun, smart, globe, ragnarok, MU games, net cards, all without changing your sim! ask me now! :D 

Posted by anokaya at 03:14 PM | 1 boinkz!

April 27th, 2005

dive and surf

DIVE

by Angelica Bautista Viloria 

I plunge into a pool of tears
to escape
from two-legged foes
on land.
They have a nose for blood
and for now,
I smell
like a thousand wet wounds.
Even as they sleep
they move,
move in to tear me up like meat.
Their ploys,
as fine as grainy sand,
smoothen out my pores
and erase my face.
I plunge into a pool of tears
to fly high
and get away
even as I sink.
I run into finned foes at sea,
with teeth less sharp
than those who walk.

 

found at viloria.com now also a fan of abctales.com, i've loved more than 5 poems read from that site so far. also fell in love with some quotations i picked up from playing mazito (try it, its addictive. do tell me if you make it to level 29, its bugging me).

 

one was carl sagans. just search it up, its about apple pies and the universe. hehehe. can't remember it word for word, but its gyst remains with me. dumdeedoo. i'm bumming around and loving it. its great i found this really wonderful service on the net that allows my properties max exposure without much effort on my part. receiving a lot of inquiries yey! wish me luck, lets hope i sell a lot before summer ends, and make oodles of cash. yahoo!

 

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by the way, i hope scott loses and goes home. GO ANTHONY!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! hahaha  

Posted by anokaya at 01:54 PM | 10 boinkz!